Narcissistic Nightmare

 I wish I could go back to the day I've never met you
But now I'm doing fine without you

Struck me with a love bomb
I lost my sanity, I couldn't stay calm
Because of you, love is a dirty word
I should have never let you into my world

I don't believe a word you say
The sick games you play
I should have rejected you from the start
I shouldn't have given a fuck about your lonely heart
Now we're done
I knew you were cruel since day one

To the world, you treated me like a trophy
But behind closed doors, you always denied my reality
I haven't forgotten that manipulation is your mastery
I should have never let you be my priority

All the nightmares you've created
The number of times I've been humiliated
Now I'm free
I'm no longer your property
I'm stronger than ever

How do you sleep at night?
You're such a fucking blight
Now I'm immune from your soulless charm
You can no longer cause me any harm

Access denied, no return
One day I'll watch you crash & burn

I won't return to you
Because I'm so over you

Trash Can Friends

 No texts, no calls

I don't wanna hear it all

No rant, no rave

I'm not sorry that you can't be saved

Shut up! I don't wanna hear from you

Shut up! You don't know what I'm going through

Shut up! You don't have a fucking clue

Shut up! Not a single word you say is true

Stop dragging me into your pointless dramas

I can't heal from these painful traumas

Don't go killing my vibes now

Not sorry that I put you on mute

I just gave you the boot

Shut up! Stop making it all about you

Shut up! I don't wanna know you anymore

Shut up! Here's the front door

Shut up! Your stupidity makes me sick

Shut up! Your life is so fucking tragic

Why should I hear you out?

When you don't even let me speak

You're too busy chasing clout

That shit makes you weak, oh wait! You are already weak!

Shut up! Don't invite me to your pity party

Shut up! This toxicity ain't my therapy

Shut up! Who the fuck are you to call me crazy

Shut up! I owe no one an apology

When I'm the one that's hurt

I've been let down so many times

I'm gonna burn down this fucking town

Shut up! Get out of my way

Shut up! I didn't push anyone away

Shut up! Stop playing the victim

If you can't handle criticism

Don't act like you don't care

This treachery cannot be repaired!

Cold Conflict

 In this cold dark world
I breathe in silence, I don't speak a word
No I'm not okay, I'm broken
I feel so numb, I feel nothing

Silence is all I scream
No, this is not a fucking dream
Vengeance is all I crave for
My life remains at war

This heavy heart I carry
I seek silent seclusion
Please leave me alone
Before I create a monster out of myself

Silence is all I scream
No, this is not a fucking dream
My body hits the floor
I cannot take this pain anymore

I feel it taking over my soul
Leave me alone, I'm losing control
My eyes speak motionlessly
Just leave me be

Silence is all I scream
My life isn't what it seems
I'm losing my self-esteem
With thoughts so extreme

Get away from me
Do you really want to die?
Get away from me
I'm going insane

Heart Consumer

 You think you can break my heart

Too late, I'm gonna tear your life apart

No lives matter

I have your heart on a single platter

Oh my, imagine my shock

Because I'm a mother fucking heart consumer

Run fucker fun

My words are loaded like a gun

Run fucker run

Oh this is so much fun

I'll leave you dying in the hands of your loved one

Because I'm a mother fucking heart consumer

If looks can kill

Then I'm taking away your free will

I'll take your body parts to the graveyard

Yeah, I'll go fucking hard

Run fucker run

I'm not your fucking hun

Run fucker run

I've exposed the fuck out of you to everyone

Run fucker run

You won't outrun my gun

Because I'm a mother fucking heart consumer

Revenge is a dish, best served cold

I got you in a stranglehold

All of your loved ones will be six feet under

Because I'm a mother fucking heart consumer

I don't break hearts, I eat them

I'm not the sweet little girl you've hurt

I'm not a saint, I'm just a sinner

I've fed your heart to the wolves

Your skin is getting thinner

Because I'm a mother fucking heart consumer

Now you've met your fate

I'm no longer the girl you love to berate

All your body parts

Will be pinned on the wall like arts

Run fucker run

I've wanted to kill you since day one

Run fucker run

Time's up bitch, I fucking won

Because I'm a mother fucking heart consumer

Every Scar Tells A Story

I fed my heart to the wolves before
I cannot take this pain anymore

I feel so numb
I feel so empty
I feel dead inside

I'm drowning in this nightmare
The cuts on my wrists begin to bleed crimson
With the weapon, they call religion

Every scar tells a story
I won't show any mercy
The pain swim in my vein like sharks
Torturing me like they're in amusement parks

Incisions on my skin
Tears of blood, stream down my chin
I've been hiding behind shadows for a long time
I feel like I've been watched
I'm haunted to be wanted

Every scar tells a story
I don't live in this fucking nightmare
I can't breathe in this despair

Every scar tells a story
I don't wanna hear a false apology

Don't Call Me

 Don't call me princess

I know my worth

Nothing special about princesses, they are all spineless

I'm a queen since birth

Don't call me a mermaid

I'm a succubus, not a fucking fish

Don't waste my time

That's a heinous crime

I won't keep quiet

I'm about to start a riot

Don't call me Belle

My name is not Isabelle

Fuck Beauty & The Beast

and every other trashy Disney Princesses out there

Don't question my femininity

That shit's blasphemy

Bitch please, my name is Karma

I got no time for drama

Don't call me cutie pie

I don't approve of cannibalism

Don't call me angel

I'll kill you with a barbell

Don't call me baby doll

Even better, don't talk to me at all

Don't call me bunny

I'm not Jessica Rabbit

Don't call me princess

That name gives me distress

Malicious Mendacity

It’s not the first time in my life

That my heart drowned in this knife

 

This is my reality

Leave me out of your misery

I’ve made it crystal clear

No one will believe the lies you smear

So take your disloyalty

Leave me out of your malicious mendacity

 

Did I fucking stutter?

Orthodoxy isn’t my bread & butter

I’m not losing sleep

I’m a leopardess, not a fucking sheep

 

This is my reality

I’m all about consistency

I’m free, I’m nobody’s property

So leave me out of your malicious mendacity

 

Oh how much will I bet?

When you believe everything on the internet

Cry me a river

I’m gonna pull the motherfucking trigger

 

This is my reality

I’m not giving up my dignity

I got enough loyal friends

Fuck off with your stupid trends

Who gave you the audacity?

To drag me into your malicious mendacity

This is my reality

So leave me out of your malicious mendacity

Can't Spell Thorn Without Horn

 I'm coming back strong
Come and prove me wrong
Say it to my face
Mark my words, I'll always put you in your place

I got nothing to hide
I'll live my life, full of pride
These lies will rot in your teeth
I'll choke you til you can't breathe
Because...

I'm coming back strong
This is not a love song
The hate you try to conceal
Your true colours start to reveal

The thorns of a bleeding red rose
Your animosity for me is starting to expose
I'm not the kind to waste my respect on a pitiful person like you
Because I am breaking through
When I fall, I'll rise back up
Got no time for kiss & make up

I'm bringing assertive back
I'm a tough nut to crack
I'm claiming the throne
Oh please, you don't have a backbone

You can't spell thorn without horn