Breaking The Cycle

Who do you think you are?
You've gone too far

Thanks to you, I left my loved ones in the dark
This escape is no walk in the park

It's time to end the purge
Time to resist the urge
How could you make me shut everyone out
Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about

You better watch your back
All you're good at is talking smack
I'm trying to educate
No need to give me hate

Tonight I'll be ending the purge
Resisting the urge
I'll be breaking the cycle
My body has hate to recycle

Fuck your idea of perfection
I'll embrace my imperfection
I don't need your blessing
While I'm progressing

Bulimia is a fucking bitch
She was never my friend
No one likes a snitch
This will be the end

Here's a middle finger to bulimia
End this hysteria

Thorn Of Rage

Mess with the Thorn
Go sleep in the mess you've worn

I'm unapologetic
I'm empathetic
I don't have time to impress
people that aren't worth my time
I don't have time to oppress
Hypocrisy is a true crime

I am Thorn Of Rage
Watch out because I'll be taking the stage
End this chapter and turn to the next page
Because you are messing with Thorn Of Rage

I'm a fighter, not a lover
I'm on a mission to recover
I got secrets to uncover
There will be more to discover

I am Thorn Of Rage
I'm ready to start a rampage
I don't need your disingenuous empowerment
You're full of disappointment

I'm always on the grind
I speak what's on my mind
Don't underestimate my ability
Your words don't define me

Self-care is not selfish, it's a priority
Don't underestimate my femininity
Cry me a river
Keeping feeding me the hate that you deliver

I am Thorn Of Rage
I'm ready to cause an outrage
I don't choose to be weak
I choose to speak
What's on my mind
Because I'm one of a kind

I am Thorn Of Rage

Bat Soup

I won't accept a drink that contains poison
Misery is not my religion
I won't fall for this deception
Had enough of your destruction

I refuse to take in the toxicity you've tried to feed
You’re full of greed
I can't forgive you for putting me through hell
Especially with all the lies, you tell
Made me glad that I'm no longer under your spell

Do you think that it's cool?
That you’d take me for a fool
How could you be so cruel
You're a cold-blooded stone and I'm still the shining jewel

You don't know shit about me
I'd rather live my life and be free
from your misery
I'm not your property
And I will never be

Who the fuck are you to tell me what to do?
Cause this is the time I'll breakthrough
Justice is mine
It's my time to shine

I don't believe in you any longer
I am stronger

Bittersweet Vendetta

If lies were sugar-coated
The false sweetness will melt and reveal your true fucking colours

I've walked this mile
To kill you with a smile
On my fucking face
Oh please, you're full of disgrace
I'll never fall for your deception
I'll be watching you beg for mercy

I hope I turn your dreams into nightmares
You got one hour to live
The sin you committed, I will not forget
I'll end you and I will never regret

I find it hard to fucking forgive
Because I'm trying hard not to fucking relive
All the pain
All the commotion
The scars I gain
From the pain called emotion

Melancholy Is Me

Since when is this a game
You start to victim blame
The whole world is against me
As I am drowning in my own sickness

The infection
Was a deception
Head starts spinning
Hearts not winning

This insanity
Is leaving me in the wilderness
Following me to my nightmares
Before the nightmare knows that I am on my way to Purgatory

How is this compulsory?
When I only got one life
It's hard to erase the stain
From all of this fucking pain

I am the wretched
I am the underdog
I am the broken heart

All hope is done
All shelter is gone
Never felt so worse
Because of this curse

I never asked for this, I never wanted this
I'm fading away from myself

Slave To The Voices

This silence is killing me inside
Something is missing and it's my pride
Where did my feelings hide
Or did my heart just died

I've never felt so homeless
I've never felt so hopeless
Drowning in my own tears
I've become a slave to the voices in my head

I'm sick of wearing a mask that I don't own
Leave me alone
You don't own my throne
Someone, please end this heartache
Throw away this painful mistake

I've never felt so homeless
I've never felt so hopeless
Drowning in my own tears
I've become a slave to the voices in my head

I've reached breaking point,
I'm growing cuts & bruises
They won't go, they won't heal
I'll have to face this ordeal

Happiness...where the fuck did you go?

Beautiful Blasphemy

Are we built to fall?
With our backs against the wall?
I cannot recall the disgrace
I cannot recall the damnation

Play your cards right
We won't be sleeping tonight
Because I will be writing a beautiful blasphemy
This is not another serenade
I'll be raining on this parade
No one will be dancing
No one will be romancing
Because tonight, I will be writing this beautiful blasphemy

Every last breath
Will value my insanity
This beautiful blasphemy
Is my sweet melody

My soul falls asleep
To ease off the pain that is so deep
My sense of humanity
Is writing my beautiful blasphemy

Will you wait for me?
When I become vulnerable?
Will you wait for me?
When I choose the day to stay?