Thin Blood

 They say that blood is thicker than water
I don't believe in that shit when all you've been doing is treating me like a stranger
I'm ashamed of being your daughter
Especially when you go comparing me to your nieces
That broke my confidence into pieces

You try punishing me by giving me the silent treatment
You are mad because you've become everything you resent
You are mad because I'm someone you can no longer control
You'll never be able to crush my soul

I don't know how my mother puts up with your shit
Constantly throwing a fit when you don't get your way
Every time you put me down, you're describing yourself
I'm no longer the doll you've created and displayed on your shelf

I refuse to call you dad
When I do find a man that loves me for who I am, I hope you stay mad
I forgot you're fragile, my bad
Offended that I've broken the cycle by healing my inner child? Oh, how sad

I've cancelled my subscription because I'm done with your issues
You obviously don't know what it's like to be in my shoes
Treating women like property is your religion
Go ahead, paint me as the villain
 I'll keep playing the part
Yet, you won't admit that you don't have a heart 

The Spineless Act

 You thought I wouldn't know
You're the one that fucking let me go
I can look at you no more
For betraying me just to feed your ego
Guess what motherfucker, my heart can't be broken
The unholy act you've committed has spoken

All this time, I thought this love was real
Like a rose blooming with passion
Now you don't seem to care about how I fucking feel
Seems like disloyalty is the biggest trend in fashion
You tell me that you'll love me for eternity
Then suddenly you have done me dirty
Look at you now, good as dead
I'm not responsible for the mess you've caused, you've made your bed
I'm certain that we made a pact
That was not to commit the spineless act

Boy, you got something to hide
Do you think I wouldn't find out that you were fucking someone on the side
I hope you know that you're making the biggest mistake
I'm not to blame that your heart is about to break
"We ain't spoken in ages" What the fuck are you talking about
What you did to me made me feel like tearing my fucking heart out
I used to smile every time I saw or thought of you
Then you threw me away like I was some toy, I wish this was untrue
Now we're strangers with meaningless memories
I guess you ran out of moralities
Perfect The Way You Are by Dead By April used to be our song
I've gone off it now after you did me wrong

I thought you were The One
"I hope we can stay friends" Nah mate, we're fucking done!

The Sin in Sincere

 Hold up, let's rewind
I'm not deaf, I'm not blind
Don't tell me to off myself and then preach about 'being kind'
Hypocrisy is written all over your face and in your mind

There you go, posting verses from a religious book
That ain't a good look
I'm not religious but I believe you're putting the sin in sincere
The shit you say, I wish I could unhear

Expect me to give you that tone
When I tell you to leave me alone
I wish I never grew up thinking that it's normal to be hurt out of love
And expect me to believe in something from above
The bruise from my heart tells a story
Now you wanna say sorry
I don't forgive that easily
I wasn't born to make anyone happy

At night, how do you sleep?
The scars on my skin grow so deep
I felt the sin in sincere
You've never felt remorse or shed a tear

You've never cared about my happiness
You cared about the opinions of others
I'll never be another version of you
Because you destroyed my soul, black & blue
I can tell that you don't regret the pain you put me through

Now it all makes sense
I can see through your false pretence
You put the sin in sincere
My strength and independence are all you fear

Authentic Vibes Only

 Please stay away
Your toxicity has been tested positive
I'm not going to let you ruin my day
Your comments are so dismissive

I'm sick of pretending to be okay
Don't go telling me that you're just a phone call away
Sometimes I regret, writing down how I feel in an essay
There you go, invalidating my feelings when I'm trying to vent
This leads to a messy argument
Don't waste my time with your toxic positivity
I'm all about authentic vibes only

When I say authentic vibes only
I don't need your negative vibes draining my energy
I gotta go to my physical therapy
The gym is my first love, get in the bin with your derogatory
I'm sick of suppressing my pain when I'm feeling down
These stupid suggestions make me feel like I'm in a ghost town

These false feelings make me feel like I don't exist
I'm sick of feeling unheard and dismissed
Feels like a scar growing on my wrist
As I disappear into the mist

You better watch your back
I got mine and I'm gonna keep on track
I got priorities to savour
Ghost me, you're doing me a favour
The toxic positivity you speak
Makes you weak
Don't tell me to look on the bright side
I'll never be like you, I won't swallow my pride
Don't tell me to smile
Being authentic is my style

You're just as annoying as a mosquito
Oh my, did I hurt your ego?

Panther Eyes

 Born in December 2017
You spoke to me with these sweet little meows and with eyes so serene
I remember the day you touch my heart
Your melodic purrs mend my heart that was torn apart
Your silky black fur keeps me safe, keeps me sane
Erasing the pain

These panther eyes ignite like the moonlight
Your love & loyalty also protect me at night
These panther eyes
Always has eyes on the prize

The only way to summon you is to shout tuna
Sometimes people thought I named you after that cat from Sailor Moon, Luna
You're a boy, I called you after Donnie Darko
You're very much like me even though I'm a Virgo

These panther eyes wake me up like the sunrise
Our yawns synchronise
Your cute little nose and paws shine like leather
Me and you don't like the hot weather

Sleeping comfortably on my lap
Constantly climbing through my window, you don't need a cat flap
I'll always carry you in my arms like a baby
I'm proud to call myself a crazy cat lady
You're a pretty kitty
Let's drink bubble tea

Pro Choice, Pro Voice

 Damn right, The Thornologist is about to get political
This war on women is getting absolutely hysterical
We live in a society that is so fucking patriarchal
Giving women shit for choosing to abort the baby, that's fucking diabolical

Hey, you! You should be afraid of my voice
What I do with my body is my damn choice
Hey America, land of freedom? How ironic
You red states are all fucking misogynistic

What do pro-lifers and vegans have in common? Let me think
Oh yeah, throwing around the word 'murder'
Piss off mate, I'm gonna enjoy my life childfree and eat a cheeseburger
Why the fuck do you wanna know if my pussy is pink?
I'm not gonna apologise for my profanity
Stop defending rapists, they're all culprits of unwanted pregnancy
Pick Me girls be sucking off the cocks of the patriarchy
You're all cool with guns, letting them school shooters run around scotfree yet you wanna ban abortion
"You could always try adoption"
Nah mate, stop forcing women to take that option
The kid is gonna find out that their father is a rapist
"Women shouldn't be wearing crop tops & short skirts if they don't wanna get raped" Quit the victim-blaming you fucking misogynist
No one should ever go through this nightmare
Rape has nothing to do with what we wear
All lives matter? Like you fucking care
Baby trapping a woman ain't a flex
Get yourself a fleshlight if you want to have unprotected sex

Every woman should have a voice
Every woman should have the choice
When there's no abortion bans, I'll fucking rejoice

Hot Girl Scammer

 #hotgirlsummer wow, so original
Oh shit, I'm about to get criminal
Let's change that to Strong Girl Summer
You were all fooled by your favourite influencers
Scamming you into buying diet pills and spending hours on cross-trainers
What a bunch of energy vampires
Hot girl scammer is so short-term
Will motherfuckers ever learn

A banana and an iced coffee don't count as a meal
keto, low carb and these other stupid diets ain't ideal
Don't at me, I'm being real
Not everything is about sex appeal
You face tune your pics
Expecting every girl to conform to your aesthetics
Whilst I lift weights
We aren't the fucking same
Offended cause I called you out? I ain't to blame
Why don't you take a damn good look at yourself
You're the culprit of everybody's mental health

Oh, it's such a pity
You've chosen to be fragile
Just because I don't have a small waist, doesn't make me vile
I'm glad we don't live in the same city
I don't want to be infected by your weak personality
"Be kind" in your bio
Isn't that ironic
Making money out of your followers and being a bully at the same time just to boost your fragile ego
The whole concept of hot girl summer is so toxic
Everybody is a beach body
No one should starve themselves, just to fit into a bikini

Please, I ain't about that baddie life
Please don't call me a baddie
My name is not Maddie
I ain't wasting my money on a Brazilian butt lift
I'm a feisty feline that roars whilst hitting that deadlift
Oh shit, I just cut your fabricated existence with an invisible knife
Do us a favour and get yourself another life

Strong girl summer every day
Keeps a scammer away
News flash, self-confidence and arrogance aren't the same thing
I've knocked a bitch out called (buli)Mia
Out of the damn boxing ring
I'm not falling for your unrealistic utopia
I don't need to look like a beach babe, I'm fine the way I am
authentic vibes only, get the fuck off my Instagram

When I make Strong Girl Summer great again, I'll be the talk of the town
Hot girl summer, you're going down