How can I feel connected
When I feel empty and rejected
My mind is frozen, I feel disconnected
I cry until I feel nothing
Help me, I wanna feel something
These days I feel like I don't exist
These mental scars hurt more than the ones on my wrists
It's pulling me apart
It's eating up my heart
Please leave me alone before I turn unkind
The pain is killing my mind
Until I feel nothing, I lose colour
My heart is drowning deep in cold water
I feel far from home when I'm at war with myself
All these lies are telling me that I should fit in
These unfamiliar faces seem unforgiving
So dead and distant
The constant battle in my head is so persistent
How can I feel connected when I feel nothing at all
It's destroying my soul
Let me sleep to the sound of silence
I don't want to wake up to the sound of violence
I don't want to cry around others, it'd feel like I'm bleeding around sharks
When I've been feeling these mental marks
How can I feel connected when I feel nothing at all
