The Sin in Sincere

 Hold up, let's rewind
I'm not deaf, I'm not blind
Don't tell me to off myself and then preach about 'being kind'
Hypocrisy is written all over your face and in your mind

There you go, posting verses from a religious book
That ain't a good look
I'm not religious but I believe you're putting the sin in sincere
The shit you say, I wish I could unhear

Expect me to give you that tone
When I tell you to leave me alone
I wish I never grew up thinking that it's normal to be hurt out of love
And expect me to believe in something from above
The bruise from my heart tells a story
Now you wanna say sorry
I don't forgive that easily
I wasn't born to make anyone happy

At night, how do you sleep?
The scars on my skin grow so deep
I felt the sin in sincere
You've never felt remorse or shed a tear

You've never cared about my happiness
You cared about the opinions of others
I'll never be another version of you
Because you destroyed my soul, black & blue
I can tell that you don't regret the pain you put me through

Now it all makes sense
I can see through your false pretence
You put the sin in sincere
My strength and independence are all you fear

Authentic Vibes Only

 Please stay away
Your toxicity has been tested positive
I'm not going to let you ruin my day
Your comments are so dismissive

I'm sick of pretending to be okay
Don't go telling me that you're just a phone call away
Sometimes I regret, writing down how I feel in an essay
There you go, invalidating my feelings when I'm trying to vent
This leads to a messy argument
Don't waste my time with your toxic positivity
I'm all about authentic vibes only

When I say authentic vibes only
I don't need your negative vibes draining my energy
I gotta go to my physical therapy
The gym is my first love, get in the bin with your derogatory
I'm sick of suppressing my pain when I'm feeling down
These stupid suggestions make me feel like I'm in a ghost town

These false feelings make me feel like I don't exist
I'm sick of feeling unheard and dismissed
Feels like a scar growing on my wrist
As I disappear into the mist

You better watch your back
I got mine and I'm gonna keep on track
I got priorities to savour
Ghost me, you're doing me a favour
The toxic positivity you speak
Makes you weak
Don't tell me to look on the bright side
I'll never be like you, I won't swallow my pride
Don't tell me to smile
Being authentic is my style

You're just as annoying as a mosquito
Oh my, did I hurt your ego?

Panther Eyes

 Born in December 2017
You spoke to me with these sweet little meows and with eyes so serene
I remember the day you touch my heart
Your melodic purrs mend my heart that was torn apart
Your silky black fur keeps me safe, keeps me sane
Erasing the pain

These panther eyes ignite like the moonlight
Your love & loyalty also protect me at night
These panther eyes
Always has eyes on the prize

The only way to summon you is to shout tuna
Sometimes people thought I named you after that cat from Sailor Moon, Luna
You're a boy, I called you after Donnie Darko
You're very much like me even though I'm a Virgo

These panther eyes wake me up like the sunrise
Our yawns synchronise
Your cute little nose and paws shine like leather
Me and you don't like the hot weather

Sleeping comfortably on my lap
Constantly climbing through my window, you don't need a cat flap
I'll always carry you in my arms like a baby
I'm proud to call myself a crazy cat lady
You're a pretty kitty
Let's drink bubble tea

Pro Choice, Pro Voice

 Damn right, The Thornologist is about to get political
This war on women is getting absolutely hysterical
We live in a society that is so fucking patriarchal
Giving women shit for choosing to abort the baby, that's fucking diabolical

Hey, you! You should be afraid of my voice
What I do with my body is my damn choice
Hey America, land of freedom? How ironic
You red states are all fucking misogynistic

What do pro-lifers and vegans have in common? Let me think
Oh yeah, throwing around the word 'murder'
Piss off mate, I'm gonna enjoy my life childfree and eat a cheeseburger
Why the fuck do you wanna know if my pussy is pink?
I'm not gonna apologise for my profanity
Stop defending rapists, they're all culprits of unwanted pregnancy
Pick Me girls be sucking off the cocks of the patriarchy
You're all cool with guns, letting them school shooters run around scotfree yet you wanna ban abortion
"You could always try adoption"
Nah mate, stop forcing women to take that option
The kid is gonna find out that their father is a rapist
"Women shouldn't be wearing crop tops & short skirts if they don't wanna get raped" Quit the victim-blaming you fucking misogynist
No one should ever go through this nightmare
Rape has nothing to do with what we wear
All lives matter? Like you fucking care
Baby trapping a woman ain't a flex
Get yourself a fleshlight if you want to have unprotected sex

Every woman should have a voice
Every woman should have the choice
When there's no abortion bans, I'll fucking rejoice

Hot Girl Scammer

 #hotgirlsummer wow, so original
Oh shit, I'm about to get criminal
Let's change that to Strong Girl Summer
You were all fooled by your favourite influencers
Scamming you into buying diet pills and spending hours on cross-trainers
What a bunch of energy vampires
Hot girl scammer is so short-term
Will motherfuckers ever learn

A banana and an iced coffee don't count as a meal
keto, low carb and these other stupid diets ain't ideal
Don't at me, I'm being real
Not everything is about sex appeal
You face tune your pics
Expecting every girl to conform to your aesthetics
Whilst I lift weights
We aren't the fucking same
Offended cause I called you out? I ain't to blame
Why don't you take a damn good look at yourself
You're the culprit of everybody's mental health

Oh, it's such a pity
You've chosen to be fragile
Just because I don't have a small waist, doesn't make me vile
I'm glad we don't live in the same city
I don't want to be infected by your weak personality
"Be kind" in your bio
Isn't that ironic
Making money out of your followers and being a bully at the same time just to boost your fragile ego
The whole concept of hot girl summer is so toxic
Everybody is a beach body
No one should starve themselves, just to fit into a bikini

Please, I ain't about that baddie life
Please don't call me a baddie
My name is not Maddie
I ain't wasting my money on a Brazilian butt lift
I'm a feisty feline that roars whilst hitting that deadlift
Oh shit, I just cut your fabricated existence with an invisible knife
Do us a favour and get yourself another life

Strong girl summer every day
Keeps a scammer away
News flash, self-confidence and arrogance aren't the same thing
I've knocked a bitch out called (buli)Mia
Out of the damn boxing ring
I'm not falling for your unrealistic utopia
I don't need to look like a beach babe, I'm fine the way I am
authentic vibes only, get the fuck off my Instagram

When I make Strong Girl Summer great again, I'll be the talk of the town
Hot girl summer, you're going down

Ignorance Not Included

Unsee me
Unhear me
No one understands me
Dismiss me
Exclude me
I feel like the whole world is against me

What is even normality
Please don't go running to me and complain about equality
You're too quick to judge, the only skill you possess is discriminatory
You don't even know me or my backstory

Just because I'm autistic
That doesn't make me mentally sick
To me, the world seems black & white
Just because I don't want to talk to you doesn't mean I'm uptight
This doesn't have anything to do with poor parenting
The ignorance you chose to wear on your face, how embarrassing

The painful looks I get from society
I even start to question their fallacy
All this time, things aren't making any sense
I find no bliss in ignorance
You're in my personal space
I'm sick of being forced to wear a mask that doesn't fit my face
I can't be myself when I'm forced to be social
I feel like I'm drowning in exhaustion, I don't have the energy to be reciprocal
Just because I defend myself doesn't mean I'm giving an attitude
"Autistic people aren't empathetic" now you're being rude

"You don't look autistic" Mate, you can't see air
Your ignorance is showing, get out of my hair
High/low functioning, I'm not a fucking robot
Don't question my frustration, I ain't losing the plot
When I meow randomly, that's because I stim
I'm more me when I'm at the gym
I got routines to keep me sane
I ain't a belly dancer, I wasn't born to entertain
Just because I don't like weddings, parties or anything related to Bollywood doesn't mean I'm a party pooper
I ain't a fan of The Big Bang Theory, I'm not like Sheldon Cooper
"Women & girls can't be autistic" that's sexism right here
The ignorance you're wearing is painfully bitter as a pint of beer

There's a difference between having hobbies & interests and obsession
I don't need your input, I'm gonna keep focusing on my passion
I'm not sorry that my love for gym and writing makes you cringe, that's your loss
I'll own you like a boss
I'm not more or less autistic
Get out of my face, you're taking the bloody Mick

Piss off mate, do not call me princess
I ain't going anywhere, just because I feel like wearing a dress
Don't at me just because I don't understand jokes & metaphors
"I'll never take the piss out of someone that's autistic" everyone knows what you're like behind closed doors
Autism ain't a disease
There's zero evidence that autism was caused by the vaccine
I'll stick to wearing tank tops & ripped leggings, I ain't gonna wear a salwar kameez
Just because I cry in public, doesn't mean I'm making a scene
I feel so overwhelmed that I have a meltdown
Sometimes I don't feel safe when I'm in another town

Autism is not a special gift or a different ability
It's a hidden disability
That doesn't mean I'm incapable
Not all disabilities are visible
I wish people would stop saying that it's a dirty word

Don't tell me to keep my autism to myself
You brought this shit on yourself
I'm autistic and I'm proud
You're not welcome in my circle
Read the sign, it says no ableists are allowed
My love for Pokémon, cats, gym and writing remains immortal

Detected, Rejected

 These days, it seems like everybody's getting woke
These days there's mother fuckers thinking that you'll get diabetes from drinking Diet Coke
I didn't ask for your input, I'm gonna stick to drinking that or the usual, vanilla-flavoured Coke Zero
Stop jerking off to right-wing bullshit like Lauren Southern and that sister of Ben Shapiro
What do Pick Me girls like Kaitlin Bennett, Candace Owens and Sh0eonhead have in common? They're birds that flock together, always like to squawk
There's no such thing as the biological clock
Bitch please, this ain't the Caveman times
Damn right, I'm a gym girl that speaks in rhymes
La, la, la, la! No one asked for your opinion, human dress code
Watch it, buddy! Because every day, I'm about to go beast mode
I'd rather eat a cheeseburger & steak cut chips than eat a depressive bowl of salad
Boo fucking hoo, I ain't going to write you a ballad
I don’t trust a misogynistic Ukrainian Pole name Wlad
I’m nobody’s property, you mad?
Burn baby burn
Me being childfree is none of your bloody concern

I've been dropping rhymes since 1993
I'd rather have strawberry & lime flavoured Kopparberg and forever live my life childfree
Shhhh! You don't have a uterus, I don't wanna hear your opinion
Step the fuck back you treacherous reptilian
You're threatened by my choices
Don't tell me to shush just because I'm a woman of a million voices
You're just hungry for victimisation
By hating on other women for male validation
That shit is gross
I'm gonna go so adios

"Weightlifting is for men" misogyny detected, misogyny rejected
"Asian girls should be quiet and submissive" fetishisation detected, fetishisation rejected
"Don't wear a sports bra & shorts!" sexualisation detected, sexualisation rejected
"You're not British, you don't belong in the UK" racist detected, racist rejected
"Men don't like it when you wear makeup and dress sexy" opinion detected, opinion rejected
"That doughnut got calories" opinion detected, opinion rejected
"Eww, you go to the gym, you're fatphobic" opinion detected, opinion rejected
"You're always wearing black" opinion detected, opinion rejected
"You'd be pretty if you were a size 6 and didn't have a side fringe" opinion detected, opinion rejected
"You look pretty without makeup" opinion detected, opinion rejected

Bitch please, emo isn't dead
You're mad because I don't want you in my bed
Mother fuckers be wanting a big titty emo girlfriend
Mate, didn't you slag me off earlier on? You're such a bellend
I won't water down my authenticity
I won't be quiet and submissive, drop that misogynistic mentality
Get a dog if you want obedience
You better watch your back because I'll be choosing violence
Fuck the opinions of the Stone Age
Do you know who the fuck I am? I'm Thorn of Rage